Reflections on Faith

Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God.

Corrie ten Boom

Over the last few days, I’ve been contemplating faith and the world we live in. In the past, I’ve written about my experience at Sacré-Cœur Basilica, a place that deeply resonated with me and continues to be on my mind even after many years have passed. As I reflect on how to navigate these challenging times, my thoughts are drawn back to that experience, reminding me of how lost faith found me. It serves as a beacon of hope, encouraging me to explore the far reaching connections between our beliefs and the world around us, while seeking meaning amidst the chaos that often surrounds our lives.

The first time I laid eyes on Sacré-Cœur, it stood silhouetted against a brilliant blue sky. As I ascended the numerous stairs to the entrance and finally stepped inside, a profound sense of peace washed over me. Unlike the awe-inspiring experience I had when entering Notre Dame or witnessing the breathtaking beauty of Sainte-Chapelle, this was a feeling of being shielded from harm. I found a pew toward the back and took a deep breath, savoring the tranquility that enveloped me. It reminded me of a similar reaction I had when entering the small, white, clapboard church I grew up in.

Looking back, I wish I could tell you my experience at Sacre-Coeur brought about a continued renewal of faith in my life. It did not. For many years, I have had a hit-or-miss relationship with God. If I am to be honest, it has often been more of a miss. Through the years, I have witnessed the hypocrisy of today’s church and convinced myself that if these were the people that represented God, then He wasn’t for me. 

As I became older, it was easier to separate God from religion. I could disagree with many of the distressing things being done in His name and still maintain my faith. I learned to seek a deeper connection with the faith that surpassed what surrounded me. This journey of reflection opened my eyes to the beauty of compassion and kindness present in the world. I have noticed that, even in the times we are now in, something will be brought to my attention that renews my faith. Whether it be a conversation with a friend, an unexpected act of generosity from a stranger, or a moment of peacefulness found in nature, these experiences serve as reminders of the love and grace that is still very much alive.

My faith is more challenged today than ever before. How can I reconcile the appalling acts attributed to God with the God I know? I believe God grants us free will, and we are responsible for our actions. However, this raises the question: how can individuals commit such acts while claiming to follow a higher power? Instead of merely professing your faith, demonstrate it through your actions. Show love, compassion, and understanding to others. I will judge your sincerity based on your deeds.

Peace be with you.